My ex facetimed me until he fell asleep. He apologized and seemed to genuinely want to work everything out, and he said he still loves me, and I’m starting to believe it. I wish i had more eloquent words to express all of this. He’s still on the phone just breathing and I am so happy.
If you just met me - especially if I didn’t send you flirty vibes - and ask me via text to “cum over” I am going to have a prior obligation. Painting my toenails and watching Harry Potter with my pet rabbit IS my legitimate prior obligation at that point. ¿Comprendes?
Any volunteers to test it?
Because, like, I’ll go back see if someone answered my comment on a post, but it’s gone. And the last 2-3 messages I’ve sent haven’t been replied to, so I’m wondering if that’s an issue or just my messages getting lost in the crowd. This isn’t the first time I’ve noticed it either.
so my response to being left by the man I’m in love with was to cry and eat a lot with my best friend, overdraw from my checking account, redevelop symptoms of insomnia, text the boy I somewhat dated last summer, work the rowing machine at the rec so hard it shook, and give my number to a random university athlete. I AM JUST FINE.
this guy came down to report a maintenance issue and asked why I sounded funny. I told him I’d just had a stressful weekend, and he asked why. I told him I’d had a breakup. He proceeded to ask me about it in the friendliest, most non-intrusive way possible and assure me that my ex is an idiot. He then grabbed my hand, asked my name, and smiled as he said it would be okay.
I haven’t worked out in 3 weeks, because I got injured, then sick, then hit a week where I’m so busy I’m averaging about 4 hours of sleep per night. It’s, like, haunting my dreams. And I’m stressed, and I feel fat, and I just binged.
I JUST NEED TO GET BACK IN A ROUTINE LIKERIGHTNOW.
… I miss the gym. :(
My tumblr presence between now and the end of May will be sporadic at best. Between finals and a mission trip, I just can’t. I’m sorry. :(
I just calculated my BMI, and it’s a 23.7! That’s the lowest it’s ever been in my adult life! I’m so excited!!!!
|Someone talk to me? Work is super slow tonight, and I want to start interacting with you lovelies much more than I have been thus far.|
Recent weeks have included:
- an ulcerative colitis flare-up
- completing the first 9 days of Insanity
- lack of sleep
- some really excellent people
- the beginning of spring weather here
So I’m sitting here thinking about this one time …
(because I’ve seen a lot of feminism-related posts tonight) …
when a guy in one of my classes …
(out of his deep wells of enlightenment) …
SAID WITH A STRAIGHT FACE
that makes us
… So this self-professed feminist and I (I was not one, due to certain others’ reactions to my desire to be a relatively traditional housewife) chewed that boy UP. We tag-teamed from opposite sides of the classroom, and our combined logic was more than he could handle! I have so much respect and appreciation for her, to this day. She gets ALL the high-fives.
Because, in that moment, I swear we were infinite.
|me:||*purchases $7.50 worth of froyo*|
|TCBY employee:||How are you today, ma'am?|
|me:||I'm well, um, yeah - *points at froyo*|
But I can’t because my back is a weak little diva.